Chapter 10 A dream?
Viola
I was dazed as I looked at his body, like Klyde he was huge and his body was just so perfect. I shouldn’t have looked down but the v-shape close to his abs literally destroyed me. It was as if his body was telling me – this is what you threw away for that numbskull or maybe it was me who told myself that.
I sighed and bit my lips to keep myself from saying something inappropriate. Rick used to flash me all the time and I was able to handle him even though he had great body but Kade’s was just… Okay calm down Viola.
” Where do you think you’re going Daisy?” He asked and my heart skipped. Did he just call me Daisy? He used to call me that when he was so mesmerized by my beauty but why would he call me that now?
” To sleep on the couch?” I said and then moved closer to the bed to take a pillow but he closed in on me faster than anything I’d ever seen. He was always so fast with his movements!
” Why won’t you sleep with me? Just look at me from head to toe… Isn’t this enough to make you want… To make you…” He kept repeating the words before he wobbled and fell on me.
I gasped when I felt his chest against my breasts because I knew how scandalous this would look if someone walked in right now, so I summoned all the might I could and then I pushed him back on the bed. He had a frown on his face as he slept and I felt like I caused it.
Maybe Elizabeth wasn’t talking shit when she said that Kade couldn’t take his eyes off of me. Could it be that Kade actually… doesn’t… really… hate me as much as I think?
I watched his chest move up and down as he slept and found him devastatingly handsome. His jaw line was even more defined than his brother’s, truth be told – he was definitely more attractive to me than Klyde.
I wondered what would’ve been of me if I hadn’t cheated on Kade. Maybe I would’ve fallen in love with him and then I could’ve been able to watch him grow into the perfect man that he is. Instead, he’s melancholic and developed a temper that no one has been able to tame since he found out that I was cheating on him with his brother.
I sighed and tried to find another sheet to cover him with since there’s no way I’ll be able to raise him up from the sheets he was already lying on. When I found one in a drawer, I covered him with it and turned off the lights before I felt my way back to the couch and lay down to sleep.
I probably stayed there for a whole hour but I still couldn’t sleep. This time, I was thinking about Rick. He was a great guy – 5’11, blonde, blue eyes, super chill but I didn’t really love him. I just accepted his proposal because I thought I would learn to love him back the way he loves me.
I saw it as a another Kade case of me having the perfect boyfriend but not being able to love him back. I saw my relationship with Rick as a second chance to treat a good guy right. But since I got here he hasn’t tried to reach me, or have the Harold’s been ignoring him?
I got an idea… I should use Kade’s phone to call Rick.
I looked over to where Kade lay on the bed and found his phone beside him on the bed. I quickly took his phone and sighed when I saw that it didn’t have a password. I dialed Rick’s number but he didn’t answer.
When I tried it again, he answered and I smiled and quickly ran into the bathroom.
” Hello, Rick Monroe speaking.” He said breathlessly and I was about to respond when I heard a woman giggling.
” Just take if off already,” the voice was saying. I gasped when I realized whose voice it was.
” Jenna just wait… fuck!” He said and I heard a loud thump like his phone fell from his hand. I immediately pictured Jenna was having sex with him and shut my eyes in disgust.
” Jenna…” I heard him say again followed by an uncontrollable moan from him. Jenna giggled again and said something that sounded like, ” Let’s sixty-nine instead” and that’s when I hung up.
This was a tough burn for me. I cheated on someone before and now I just witnessed my fiance getting blown by my best friend over the phone! Sure, I wasn’t in love with Rick but I liked him enough for this to make me so bitter and jealous!
How could they do this to me? They were busy fucking each other that’s why they never tried to reach me? I thought that I had at least three people that cared for me. Instead they turned out to be fake!
I fell on my knees and cried. I definitely deserved this, karma is a bitch and I don’t even have a right to confront Jenna about it because that would make me a hypocrite.Upstodatee from Novel(D)ra/m/a.O(r)g
When I was done crying, I walked out of the bathroom and threw Kade’s phone on the bed before I went to lie down on the couch. The room was cold just how the Harold’s like it but I couldn’t care less about the cold. I closed my eyes and cried myself to sleep when I thought of just how much of a lie my life is.
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I woke up the next morning to find myself in bed, I was tucked in the bed. It was almost as if I dreamt everything that happened from the moment I went in search of Kade.