Love You Or Hate You, I Can't Decide, Book2

you should feel hunger and thirst

Episode-68 you should feel hunger and thirst

Celeste's POV:

I guess it's his room, his belongings are

here so it must be his... I feel fear in this place, this bed makes me remind

last night... I walked in the shower as I

gathered my energy... I was in this bathtub hugging myself... I cried as I

remembered everything clear as it can be, the burns he gave me stings... the

marks Ernest left on my body are telling my shameful truth... I screamed,

"dad!... why you did this to your Cele?... because of you... I am destroyed..." I

cried... I said to myself, "no... he is responsible, Ernest is responsible for

this.. how can he call this justice for Isabella?"

What should I

do?... I need to escape, but I know there is no escape from this mansion,

everyone has to go through a security check, the doors lock and unlock by a

code which is only up to royals and promising staff.. I was never told the pass

code... I can hide in this mansion but not

a escape...

I should just

die, l looked at the water and should I just drown myself... I was about to agree

to this thought, when mom's face ran in my mind.... No!.. I can't do this... I Belonging © NôvelDram/a.Org.

can't leave my mom alone... if I die then Ernest will go after my mother.. no!..

I will take this on me.. till I am

alive, I am ready to suffer but mom shouldn't suffer anymore... she is my only

family....

I got out of the

shower, and walked to the closet... everything here is of hers... every moment I feel like my existence

is

vanishing... I got dressed... my leg hurts a little but I managed to go to the

door, I tried to unlock it... but... but it's locked... am I a locked?!!!!.. no... I don't like this... I knocked on

the door

but no answer came in...

Few hours

later, I was sitting by the wall, my tears dried up on my cheek... I am hungry,

thirsty... all day I stayed in this room without water or food.. how can he do

this to me?... I feel dizzy.. my body is weak, I haven't eaten, and I feel

weaker.... I need help...

The door opened,

I saw Ernest, he smirked and walked in the room.. he removed his coat, he said,

"you feel hungry... right?.... sorry, Isabella... but I would like to torture this

Celeste a little... you should feel hunger and thirst.."

I whispered, "you...

destroyed me completely.... Everything I had... everything was I... what more you

want.." he just smirked... he ignored my question and said, "you are on floor...

almost lifeless.... Satisfying..." he grinned.

I

slowly got up, I need water... I am starving.... He doesn't get it, he is enjoying

my pain.... He walked to me as he folded his sleeves, I looked at him lifelessly...

I feel like my body is giving up.... He stood close to me and said, ".. do... you ...

want... something... then beg..." he is mocking me, tears filled my eyes.. am I ready

to break myself respect like this?... I pushed him away.. I almost lost my step

in it... I was about to fall when he pulled me close to him... I feel my vision

blurring out...

I was in his arms,

his sent is telling me this.. I closed my eyes, it became really hard to keep

them open, I grabbed into his shirt and said with my broken words, "you.... you

are really.. really... bad... you can't be.. a person... Ernest... I hate you...."

everything went blank....

Ernest's POV:

. I know she is starving and thirsty... her

shaking body is telling me that... I walked close to her and said, ".. do... you ...

want... something... then beg..." her eyes turned teary, s*it!!!... those eyes and

now her hairs too.. I hate when I see this face crying...

She pushed me

away, but she didn't had that much strength, she was falling instead... I grabbed

her waist and pulled her on myself, she grabbed into my clothes as her eyes are

closing up, she is supporting herself with my body.. I heard her whispers, "you....

you are really.. really... bad... you can't be.. a person... Ernest... I hate you...." as

she said this, she hates me.. my feast clenched.. she fall on the floor... you

hate me?... do you hate right to do that?... I should be the one to hate you, I

should be the one to kill you with my own bullet, but I couldn't kill you... I

don't know why...