6
It was NIGHT when I left the hospital. Tita also came so I just left. Even though I was weak, I walked away from that place. I was dumbfounded while walking even though I didn’t really know where I was going.
All I want to happen now is to be able to relax from what is happening in my life. Unbeknownst to me, my feet had taken me to the park. Even that night I approached a bench and sat there. I look at the emptiness. The darkness caused by the night.
I closed my eyes and let the tears flow. Am I going to cry over and over again? Aren’t you tired anymore, Nathania?
I felt the rain dripping on my body. It seems to coincide with how I feel right now. It seemed to coincide with my tears. I looked up. My face met the raindrops.
Gradually the rain got heavier but after a while I was suddenly surprised when no more raindrops met my face.
I slowly opened my eyes and found an umbrella resting on me now. I looked at the one holding it and a Clyde met my sight. It was staring at me coldly and its face was very serious. It can be read because of the rain but it doesn’t seem to know if it can be read.
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“B-Why don’t you p-advise yourself? You might get sick.” I spoke in a low voice but it was enough for him to hear.
“You’re crying.” His voice was cold.
My fake smile still remained. “A-You know the reason, don’t you?” I asked but he did not answer. I shook and wiped the tears and raindrops from my face. “You’re happy now?” I asked him again.
“W-Are you happy to see me cry because of you?” My voice trailed off. The emotion he shows is still serious. It was cold as if he didn’t know that he was the reason I was crying.
“S-You’re ruining my life! You’re hurting the people I love! You’re hurting Spencer!” I shouted at him and cried again. My chest tightens.
“A-What’s my fault with you ?! B-Why? B-Why are you doing this ?!” I asked and lightly patted its chest.
“Stop crying.” He said but I shook my head.
“What do you think of me ?! If you can make other people obey you, change me! If other people worship and kneel before you, I will never do that to a demon like you!” I shouted with all my might.
“I-I hate you! You’re a demon! You can hurt people for your own benefit! You’re a demon-”
“Yes, Nathania.” I was stunned when he cut me off from speaking.
“I’m an evil. I can hurt people. You know why, Nathania?” He threw the umbrella. The rain is fading.
“Because I want everything I can get. I don’t want anyone to stop me. I don’t want anyone to hit me because it was just a mistake of yours-” It came closer to me.
“I could ruin people. I could make their lives hell. And most of all, Nathania.”
“What I want. I get. And I want you Nathania. And I will do everything to get you. Even if you run and escape.” It brought his face closer to mine.
“Even if you hide, Nathania. You still fall for me. Take note of that.” He said seriously but I slapped him on the cheek.
“Remember that too, Clyde.” I hold back my angry words.
“I-I will never fall for you. I will never like you. I will never make you kneel.” I nodded but he just smiled.
“Let’s see, then …” He said and suddenly pulled me which startled me.
I stood up in his tow and his arm wrapped around my waist. Our bodies are so close that I can even feel the heat of its body.
“I’ll swear, Nathania. All you said will not be fulfilled. You will kneel in front of me. You will beg to me. You will beg for my attention.” He said the last thing and the kiss pressed against my lips. Just like before, his kiss was still violent. It doesn’t seem to know how to be careful. I didn’t respond even though I was being carried away. I am still in my right mind. And I will never take back what I said.
He caressed my lip.
“Stop your tears, Nathania. You’re not an actress. I don’t want to see a weak and confident woman. You’re not a baby anymore.” He said and pulled me back to his car.
Even against my will, I just drifted away. I have no choice. I have to do this. I don’t want anyone to get hurt again because of me. It’s up to me if I’m the one hurt, not just the ones I love. It got into the car and started operating the vehicle.
While traveling to an unfamiliar place I could only stare at the houses we passed. My eyes are still swollen and my body is cold.
“Get out.” Command it and get out of the car first.
I just sighed at its attitude. So ungentleman. I got out of his car and followed him into his house.
“Your room from now on will be the guest room. Get dressed.” His voice was still cold.
Courageously and silently I climbed the stairs to enter the guest room. I was about to enter when someone approached me and I suddenly leaned against the wall. I was shocked by what Clyde did while his two hands were on both my heads.
“I guess I already know your decision, Nathania.” He said and put his mouth to my ear. “Are you ready to be my slave?”
The next day I woke up because of the sunlight. I looked where I was and realized that I was in the guest room of Clyde’s house.
I sighed. How many sighs can I take this year? I got up and went straight to the bathroom to take a shower. I looked in the closet for women’s clothes. All I know is there are stocks here of men’s and women’s clothing for guests. I left the guest room and the silence of the house greeted me immediately. Where are the helpers?
I just got to the kitchen and they weren’t there. Where are they now?
I looked in the kitchen and hadn’t had breakfast yet so I just cooked. At exactly eight o’clock I finished. At the same time was the arrival of a Clyde who was wheezing and sweating profusely. It’s great jogging. I looked at him and noticed that his body was scratched from what he was wearing. It’s because the body is sweating.
I averted my eyes from him and prepared the plates and food.
“U-Uh, I’m cooking … sir.” I’m starting and I’m still hesitant whether I’m going to be a sir or not. But it should be, right? I’m going to be his slave. So it’s only right that I sir him.
I just stood by his side. I’ll eat later when he’s done.
As I stood he frowned at me. “What are you doing?” He asked.
“U-Uh … standing?” I replied that he was annoyed.
“Sit, Nathania and join me.” He commands. I was still hesitant but he ordered it so I just obeyed.
He started eating.
He’s eating seriously and I’m a little nervous. I remember what I said last night. I just can’t believe I already agreed with him. As we were eating quietly it suddenly spoke.
“After this, go to my office. We’ll talk about our set up and you …. being my sex slave.”
To be continued…