Easier
I stood up straight, but before I could turn, Alec moved closer and greeted me, his warm breath fanning over my skin. He surprised me by wrapping his arms around my waist. My body stiffened, it was like my lower abdomen was on fire.
My whole body warmed up like an engine that had just been turned on. I could feel the heat radiating from his and spreading all over my vulnerable and weak one. My body felt alive, and I actually like it.
“I am really sorry for ditching you, Lynn.” He whispered and at that time, my throat was totally dry so I couldn’t say anything but nod. Several emotions were swirling all over me and I did not want to ruin the sweet moment. It felt so good having him very close forcing me to ignore all his bad qualities. Those had suddenly vanished into thin air, leaving me staring at one of the most wonderful specimens that had ever been created.
I didn’t know where it was all going but I was up for anything as long as it involved Alec. He was a d! ck but he could be really sweet at times and it was hard to resist him. I couldn’t help but think of how perfect he was. I could hear my heart pounding like a drum beneath my ribcage, and wondered if he could hear and feel it as well.
My breath halted when he pushed my hair to the other side of my face and placed soft kisses on my neck and right under my ear. Sparks of electric current made their way through my body, nearly exploding at my core. The familiar feeling of horniness was growing inside me and I felt that I would explode if he moved even just a few inches away from me.
“Do you forgive me?” He asked looking at my face. I had forgiven him long before he thought of asking and I found myself smiling. The wrongs had been washed away by the amazing things he was making me feel. In that moment, he was perfect and that was the only thing I wanted to focus on.
“Yes, I do.” My voice was breathy. I wanted him to kiss me hard and touch every part of my aching body. Every slight touch from him made my body to tremble and burn which was the most amazing feeling I’d ever felt. It was consuming me, and rendering me powerless to resist.
I couldn’t hold it in anymore since my body was literally on fire and it was just too much at the moment. I turned around to look at his desire filled eyes and get lost in them. He gazed into mine, the fire evident in his. I wondered if mine were filled with the same fire and passion. Could he see everything I was feeling in them?
One of his hands trailed down to my backside pulling me closer to him. I could feel his arousal and was glad that I had some effect on him. I stared at his perfect lips badly wanting to kiss them and see how they tasted. His other hand was on my cheek, then he moved it to stroke my lips with his unbelievably soft thumb. If his thumb felt this good, then what about those lips I’d always stared at. They could do miracles and that was just what I wanted.Property belongs to Nôvel(D)r/ama.Org.
I was still lost in his eyes when both his hands cupped my face and he pressed those awesome lips on mine. This was the moment I had been waiting for all along.
He was the sweetest of all the boys I’d ever kissed and I held his shirt a little tighter, then pulled him closer not wanting any space between our bodies. My hands made their way under his white shirt to feel his tense back. The effect of this was that he kissed me harder and soon enough, our tongues were clashing.
When we stopped kissing, I leaned against his shoulder and wrapped my arms around Alec’s neck as he held my waist. Both of us didn’t want to let go. Everything felt right at the moment.
I just hoped I wouldn’t have to regret later, but somehow I knew that was impossible. It was not possible to kiss the boy you hated so much and fail to regret. Regret was coming, and I had to give it time,
How could I forgive him just like that? Who knows what he did with Carina? After all he came back to me. I was starting to act like those wives with cheating husbands who don’t care as long as her returns home to them.
Anyway I was happy that the amazingly hot guy I roomed with had kissed me.
That was the best kiss I’d ever had in my whole life. How could one regret something so good?
Alec
Everything felt right.
Lynn kissed me!
That was a dream come true. She was one of the best girls I’d ever kissed. I just hoped she wouldn’t feel bad about it later because the kiss just made me eagerly want more of her. It certainly wasn’t going to end there. Now that I knew how she tasted like, felt like, I was going to want more of it.
She was perfect and pure. Who wouldn’t want a girl like that? My incident with Carina made me realize that I no longer felt like being with any other girl except Lynn. Maybe after having her, things would go back to normal. Lynn was exactly what I needed in my life not the likes of Carina who will sleep with anything that comes their way.
Lynn was attracted to me, I was sure but that didn’t mean she really liked me. I had to find out about that. Maybe we could be friends for benefits or something.
What was I thinking? Lynn wasn’t a type of girl who’d accept that. She wanted a relationship and a perfect boyfriend, something I could never be. So what the hell was I going to do?
Ugh! I wish this was easier.
I wanted this girl like I’d never wanted any.