Ascension of a Gamma

Chapter 34

Chapter 34 Getting Closer

– Liam

“How could you?” she whispered, teary eyed.

While I was glad that she cared for me this much, I was pissed at myself for making her cry the second

time around. She had to understand – this was the only way to get the Blue Moon Pack off our backs.

I picked up the crutch that had fallen to the floor when she kissed me. Kissed me, on her own, from out

of the blue. I didn’t know what I did to deserve it. Her eyes were different that time too – soft, full of

adoration and newfound love.

I let it lean onto the desk, then I pulled her close to me, stroking her hair and placing kisses on the top

of her head.

“Why?” she asked.

“For all of us, Anna,” I answered.

She wrapped her arms around my waist and buried her face on my chest.

“You’re insane,” she said, her voice

ou’re insane,” she said, her voice muffled

“I know.”

“Selfish jerk.”

“I know.”

She sniffled. I kept quiet as she recovered her composure. An Alpha Duel might kill me, but not if I end

him first. I had no intention of killing him, he’s their father. But I had no intention of losing either. Not

when everything I had was on the line.

There was so much she didn’t know, and more that I wanted to tell her. I’d been keeping her in the

dark, every one of us was, but sooner or later she’d start suspecting, she’d get curious, then she’d start

asking questions. For the past days, Lexy had been feeding her information o n the things she asked

about, but the rule was that Anna should only know menial details for now. 1

It was my burden to tell her the truth, everything that she needed and wanted to know. After all, she

was Luna. She deserved to know.

deserved to know

It was..different around her, and it wasn’t simply the bond. When I first saw her, when I saw the cute

childish drawings in her pink bedroom, when she smiled at me for the first time, when she manned up

to me – I couldn’t find when this started. Maybe it was when I first found her. When she had one foot

out the door.

If I told her, she might leave. I didn’t want her to go now. I had to find my second mate to keep myself

from marrying Salina and merging the two packs. The sole purpose of my search was to use her. To

save me and the pack, and t o continue the bloodline.

My emotions weren’t supposed to be involved. I steeled myself for when I met her and yet I yielded to

the bond immediately. I was… falling for her, faster than I expected from myself and it was starting to

scare me. I was getting dependent on her presence around me that her absence was unbearable.

I breathed in her scent, her ever-calming scent. I didn’t deserve her. I wanted her. I’d been debating

with Luca regarding

been debating with Luca regarding this matter for over a week now. When should I tell her – when

would I be ready t o reveal the Liam Rose who once was?

“What’ll you do?” she asked, her voice steady now.

“What I should.”

“He’s thinking of doing the same,” she said quietly

“I know.”

“Then why would you accept his challenge?” she shouted, pushing me

away.

She glared at me with those beautiful honey-brown eyes.

Adorable.

“You’re going to get yourself killed!”

I smiled at her. “Do you trust me?”

She bit her lower lip. I was asking too much from her. I should feel bad, and I did, but I was really happy

that I already had a place in her heart and head.

“I do,” she said, sighing,

TU, she saiu, signing.

I held her hand, the electrifying sensations coursing through my skin.

She hugged me again, tighter this time.” I trust you.”

My heart must’ve stopped beating for a split second. The blood rush in my head and the loud thumping

in my ears left me inhaling deeply for air. It worsened the situation – her scent filled my lungs.

Loosening her hold on me, I tipped her chin, so she’d look up at me. This beautiful creature did things

to me at the speed of light I couldn’t remember what I was like before I met her. I brought my face down

to hers, and she closed her eyes, already welcoming my advance.

I pressed my lips down on hers, slowly, feeling the softness of them. Nibbling at her bottom lip, tracing

the curvature with my tongue. She granted me entrance, and after putting up a fight, she let me

dominate.

She tasted so sinfully sweet; I could kiss her forever. Her hands pushed at the back of my head as she

moaned into the kiss. The loveliest sound ever made.

me lovenest sound ever made.

My hands traveled down to her waist, tracing her curves then settling on the sides of her hips. I didn’t

dare go lower; she wasn’t ready… yet. I tugged on her bottom lip as I let her catch her breath, hungry

for more of her.

I was in too deep now. She’d pulled me underwater, leaving me needing air, and I wanted the high it

gave me – I hungered for the asphyxiation.

That was all I needed from her – the affirmation that she’d entrust to me, blindly, what lied ahead. They

were all depending on me now. This was what it meant to be an Alpha – to carry everyone’s future on

the shoulders without so much as showing a hint of weariness, weakness. The weight just got heavier,

not that I mind. Because this time and for years to come, I had my Luna. I wasn’t alone anymore.

This would be the last selfish decision I make for the pack. After this, it’d be the two of us. That is, if she

wouldn’t push m e away.

“I hope she doesn’t

I hope she doesn’t.

“Liam,” she whispered, pulling me in for another thrilling kiss. Luca was howling i n my mind, wagging

his tail in excitement.

I was losing myself with each passing second. I wished I could manipulate magic and go back in time

to relive this moment at my whim, if it was possible Then again, there’d be more moments like this and

better ones. We had all the time in the world.

She made a move to break the kiss, but I held her head, gathering her hair in my fist. A sweetness

tickled my nose, and I mentally gave myself a high five. It wasn’t the right time. She had to be ready.

I broke away so she could breathe. So, I could breathe. Then I met her forehead with mine, closing my

eyes as I calmed Luca down.

“Liam – «

“Shh…” I said, interrupting her. This needed no words. Her actions, the emotions she poured into every

twirl of her sinful tongue were more than enough to speak for what words couldn’t possibly

speak for what words couldn’t possibly convey.

It was perfect until someone cleared their throat. She immediately turned to face who it was – Gale. He

had an apologetic look on his face, but it couldn’t be helped.

Anna blushed, hid her face with her hands.

So adorable.

“Let’s you back to your room, babe,” I said, handing her the crutch. She stared a tit, then a corner of

her lip pulled up. Without warning, she jumped on me. I held out my arms just in time to catch her,

leaning back a little at her weight. 1

“Good boy,” she said, tapping my chest.” Now, carry me to my room.”

I let out a chuckle. I think I spoiled her. ” That was dangerous, Anna.”

She rolled her eyes at me. “Please, like you can’t carry me with those arms.”

“You could’ve just asked.”

“If you can manhandle me whenever you -want, I can do this anytime I want,” she replied. “Let’s go.

Come on. What are you

lied. “Let’s go. Come on. What are you waiting for?”

Gale moved to the side to let us pass.

“I’ll see you at his place,” I told him, and he nodded, smirking.

“See you later, Gale,” said Anna as we headed back inside.

She was being cheerful and carefree for m e, so I wouldn’t worry about her. So, I could focus on the

upcoming match. I raised her higher and kissed her forehead. My time was yet to come.

I lowered her down her bed. She wouldn’t let go of me.

“Anna, I have to go.”

She shook her head. Sighing, I sat on the bed and let her sit on my lap.

“I’m sorry, Liam,” she said, her eyes downcast. “I should’ve realized you were my mate.”

“I… am your mate. You know it now,” I said, confused

“I’m sorry I did those things with Flynn.”

Myjaw clenched. “That was stupid.”

jaw clenched. “That was stupid.”

“I know.”

“He almost killed you.” ConTEent bel0ngs to Nôv(e)lD/rama(.)Org .

“I know.”

“He could’ve killed you.”

She bit her lip. “I’m sorry. I don’t know what came over me. I just… I don’t know. I’m sorry, Liam. I’m

sorry.”

I sighed. “Do you – ”

“I don’t want to see him,” she said, interrupting. “I don’t want to face him, o r talk to him, or be anywhere

near him. H e humiliated me, and rejected me, and beat me… and I let him do those things to

me.”

She hugged herself. “It was stupid. I was stupid. I’m sorry I let him touch me.”

I kissed the top of her head. If she didn’t want to be anywhere he was, she wouldn’t go back to her

pack.

“Apology not accepted.”

She sniffled

“Maybe if you ki

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Her lips crashed on mine immediately. Straddling my lap, she tugged on my hair as our tongues

danced together.

Fuck!

My hands found their way on her waist, slowly going down to her thighs.

She moaned into the kiss when I gave them a light squeeze.

So, fucking responsive.

I pulled her closer to me, no space between us.

The sweet smell taunted my control. Luca was forcing his way out. I growled when she started moving

her hips.

Fighting him back, I turned us around and slammed her on the bed, growling as I captured her lips. I

broke the kiss and she panted for air.

“Liam…”

I sucked a deep breath, taking in her scent. I had to calm down.

“Anna… I have to go,” I said, forcing myself off the bed.

myself off the bed.

“Uhm…”

“T’ll see you tonight, babe.”

“Uhm…”

She seemed to be in shock as to what just happened. I must’ve moved too fast.

I left the room with a smirk on my face, her flushed face brightening my mood.